your face, it haunts me.

I want a new life. I am ready to move on from this one.. I am ready to do what God has planned for me. I am done being miserable in a boring life that is not meant for me.. I know there is more than this, I am ready to find it. The fear of failing haunts me with every breath I take. But, I think with what has happened, the fear can screw itself. I am done. I want to move on. I want to live for once. We all have paths we can take, the one to happiness may not be easy, but it will be worth it in the end. I am ready. Life is not a fairytale story for me, it is a war story. I will fight. I will get tired. I will die trying. I would love support and understanding.