Saturday, December 18, 2010

It's time.

Life can be so cruel. I can feel so cold and unlovable. Who am I today? I have so little energy to give but so much I want to do. I love you..but I am filled with so much hate. When can I open my eyes again? When will this nightmare die?

She haunts me. She is the evil one. She is me.

She shows me the anger I feel. She shows me how to hate, and how to destroy. She is the sadistic one. She wants to escape. She is me.

She is trapped in a world where her screams are silenced.. She takes it out on herself. She has to punish the one within. She is torture. She is me.

How do you destroy her?  She is me.



The healing process can be a bitch sometimes..

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